society *frown Face*

I loathe the way people are classified to ‘normal’ and ‘weird’. Because, really, is there actually normal and weird? Can you honestly class someone as weird because they say no to the things you put up with, If somebody's 22, and hasn’t been to college yet. they’re classes as ‘weird’. But why?  Maybe they just don’t get the chance because of the society that places people into these kind of statuses. maybe they don't have the financial aid or they're Just not as lucky as your ass. Stop calling people ‘freaks’ because they listen to something other than pop hits and wear something different to some European brand and a Fendi bag. And when you see people behaving crazy ... don’t judge them, because they’re having a much better time not worrying how people see them and they are enjoying themselves for who they are. just Stop looking at people and thinking they’re different in a bad way, admire them for wanting to be individual. Everyone is neither normal nor weird, Society is bullshit.

Free*DOOM*

Hey! I'm 21 now can I pretty please join the 3 days in dubai trip? No.

in the society I live it, freedom is a privilege, when freedom is a privilege there are rules and wherever rules are freedom doesn't seem to own it's fair space.

feeling narrowed is ugly, monstrous , it messes my your head all day long, I feel a chain surrounding my brain and it gets tighter as my eager for a freewill grows. 

we can't say we're free here, we can say we've spaces though and it differs from one to another. it goes bigger or shrinks due to your luck. and that's just catastrophic! freedom is a basic right. god created us with a free will, god made heaven and hell. not just heaven because he made us to choose. this is our mission. to choose. and we shall choose. if we're born with the capability of choosing heaven or hell for eternity why can't we choose where to spend a holiday. how ironically stupid is this? 

Heart matters

My dad has been getting in and out of hospital recently, the doctor gave him almost triple the pills but still we aren't seeing any change. he coughs a lot, breaths heavily, appetite loss, sometimes he thinks I don't notice but he strikes his heart as if he's begging it to function, last time he checked in ER was 2 weeks ago he was so shattered, never seen him like that, not even when he had his first heart attack. he told mom that he's dying and wants all with him, there was no one at the time but mom, my sister & I. And when mom & sis left the room to talk with the doctor he started telling me how strong I'm & said so I heard you're going to NYC next holiday.. bla bla bla "you can handle your life all alone...you're smart' " you're about to start a job" "if the salary pays well where will you be traveling to?" He's was basically you've a good life hold on to it! WTH? it was as if he's preparing me. I'd just smile to most of his Q's or nod whatever, he was never like that, we don't even talk much, actually we only talk when I want something lol. despite the heavy breath he's still breathing since then. lately, I've been having those disturbing dreams of him getting so sick, my instincts aren't sending me positive signs, wish they wouldn't send at all. I can't picture a life without him, I don't want to, I've been praying to god to take my soul first. I want to die before my family, if the heart thingie runs in the family I definitely am who have the weakest heart. I don't like writing personal stuff, but i somehow felt like writing all this lol, however, wish it all goes just fine, Wish when I read this 5 years from now I'd smile thinking how much I exaggerated. 

being someone's soul mate doesn't mean wanting the exact same things and walking the same life's path, and everything in your lives' must be completely symmetrical, it means you will be there for each other despite the dissimilar lives you lead. 

I believe the purest most sincere love is the one found amongst differences, we find the more and what we are ready to give up on to protect our love shell is a real indicator of love strength, I'd love to break into that battle with someone someday.. I love Differences, I dare obstacles! I'd like to prove them wrong and weak, to me love simply means that! a constant proof. a challenge. because the greatest things are the hardest to create.

I can't be someone's soul mate if they keep bugging about how the differences bother them. it's like being bothered of not being born with exact same genes as mine! We aren't meant to be identical we're only meant to have those identical kind of feelings towards each other. 

conclusion is; even if we aren't talking much, in a distance relationship or strongly disagree about some major aspects, we'll still have that special feeling, that we're connected. until this feeling fades we'd still be soulmates.

done w/College

I Graduated .. and I have no clue how new grads should feel so I chose being emotionless, and .. throw a grad party with me friends .. and now that I'm having obstructions-Free thoughts about it, YESSSSS I'm so happy I'm done with that shithollege.


“I’m at the point in my life where I’m so tired, depressed, and lonely that I just don’t care anymore. I’m so tired I can’t even kill myself. I’m too afraid. I will just sit here until I die of a heart attack or radiation from my computer screen.”

—

J. Stile

.

is it normal to be terrified of your own mind ?

so lately I've been feeling totally Down

everything I planned for is going the other way, or not even moving

things I thought would happen by itself didn't & thing I worked my ass off all year long to make it happen, didn't either

I've been thinking of death & the afterlife

been watching more horror & praying for pleasant nightmares before falling asleep

horror movies & nightmares cheer me up, they make me think *It Could Be Worse*

so I've had all kinds of anxiety dreams the last few months

I've woke up crying twice & woke up feeling hurt from a fucked up dream I had about me eating my own flesh, that was the most awkward dream I had since a long, very long while

I woke up & when I got back to sleep I had the same exact dream again

except that when I woke up the 2nd time, I actually felt the pain in the spot I was eating from for less than a minute, that was ... well.. I might like it a bit, new experinces are always fun lol

but truth be told It was disturbing & creepy

I also spent more time on Crying lately, seriously, never thought I'd reach this point lol

I almost heard a voice in my head saying *nock it off Emo* Almost ...

I just don't want to go on anymore, I know I'm gonna sound like a cunt but seriously.. I can't

it's really funny how much troublence one person can make in your life ..

it's really funny you can never play ticks on your mind.. I want to be one of those people who settle for shit, But I can't.. I don't have those genes, I wish I do 

I wish I could just tell my mind "life is fine" and live on

was I've Homer Simpson's or Petter Griffin's brain lol

I need a change in my life, I need a life of my choice

I'm not that typical dutiful girl next door, I can't live the life my family chose anymore

it's just not right, it's not mine

I need to change the community I live in, the faces I see, the opinions I hear

I want to regret things I made not things I wish I'd made

not things I made because I was expected to or asked to

I need a "Get Away" for a year.. or more, or less .. 

there's so much about me still unknown by me

the little things in life as many would describe it, make my daily living unpleasant & a struggle ..

I'm not depressed

I'm simply sick of living & putting up with constant struggle which my life is ..

I'm simply sick of it

" I wanna cry Until the end of Time" Sara bareilles

hope someone enjoyed reading this lol, I kinda needed to get that out of my head & OFF my chest.

planet of the faggotery

Living a life that has been lived a million hundred times already, WHY ? because it's the right thing to do

It's The Tradition .. ?

Why would God give me a brain if I was to adapt the society views & life style ?

why don't they just Cut off our heads & take the brain outta there before the realization begins and save us all this tragedy ..like in "the apes world" where humans live happily ignorant, or is it a part of the package to have an ungrateful children & all the ups and downs that give the parenthood a taste or reality ~

oh, am I already brainless? it that why I sound like a 15 yrs old?  *Just Wondering*

I'm seriously wondering loll

"Take your stinking hands off me, you damn dirty human!" #Attars

“‎The West won the world not by the superiority of its ideas or values or religion but rather by its superiority in applying organized violence. Westerners often forget this fact, non-Westerners never do.”

—	Samuel P. Huntington

ee

I think a lot about death ! hella lawt

I was thinking about it while falling asleep the other nigh

I dreamt of a freaky monster haunting me down as I'm trying to escape on boat a in a black river.

No one and nothing but me, The monster, black river and darkness

& despite the darkness I could see the monster clearly <3

and in the dream as I was terrified I told myself It's only a Dream and I should wait for him to come & catch me if I want to wake up:S, I sat on the boat and waited him to come & catch me & cried

that's totally ok so far, I've had such a dreams before * where I'm aware i'm only sleeping but can't get up *

weird thing is I woke up crying! 

I only woke up once crying and this would be my second time

Yes,I woke up crying! But I loved how weird the experience was!XD

I read somewhere on the internet it could be a sign of depression ! I don't think so, I was born depressed, seen & lived all the signs!lol

*sometimes I pray before I sleep for something interesting to happen in my dreams, and that's how my life's severely in lack of adventure and mystery & .. adrnaline * Sigh*

“I loved you with a fire red - now it’s turning blue, and you say ‘sorry’ like the angel heaven let me think was you. But I’m afraid it’s too late to apologize.”

—	One Republic

Diet ..

I so wanted to start a diet, I've started it as I planned and that's my diet end result lol! :D

FU

I’d much rather play games with someone
who doesn’t have the power
to deeply pierce my heart with his words ..
 
 So I reject the ones I love and embrace the ones whom I just Wish they get fucked by a robot ... Yup, that's me!


I love you =  Fuck Yeh  ;(

Random Thought

Is life weird, Or Do I get more Normal Over Time?

Elton John - High Flying Bird

سيري ببطءٍ

سيري ببطءٍ ، يا حياة، لكي أراك"‏
بكامل النقصان حولي. كم نسيتك في
خضمّك باحثاً عنّي وعنك.

وكلّما أدركت
سرّاً منك قلت بقسوةٍ: ما أجهلكْ!‏
قلْ للغياب: نقصتني وأنا حضرت ... لأكملكْ !

الآن في المنفى"

"يقولُ على حافَّة الموت:

لم يَبْقَ بي مَوْطِئٌ للخسارةِ:

حُرٌّ أَنا قرب حريتي. وغدي في يدي

سوف أَدخُلُ عمَّا قليلٍ حياتي،

وأولَدُ حُرّاً بلا أَبَوَيْن،

وأختارُ لاسمي حروفاً من اللازوردْ...

في الحصار، تكونُ الحياةُ هِيَ الوقتُ

بين تذكُّرِ أَوَّلها.

ونسيانِ آخرِها.

هنا، عند مُرْتَفَعات الدُخان، على دَرَج البيت،

لا وَقْتَ للوقت.

نفعلُ ما يفعلُ الصاعدون إلى الله:

ننسي الأَلمْ."

"فأجاب: على الحلم أن يرشد الحالمين
كما الوحي /
ثم تنهد: خذ بيدي أيها المستحيل!
وغاب كما تتمنى الأساطير /
لم ينتصر ليموت، ولم ينكسر ليعيش
فخذ بيدينا معاً، أيها المستحيل !"

"لا، لست وحدك. نصف كأسك فارغ
والشمس تملأ نصفها الثاني ..."

"قالت امرأة للسحابة: غطِّي حبيبي

فإنَّ ثيابي مُبَلَّلةٌ بدَمِهْ

إذا لم تَكُنْ مَطَراً يا حبيبي

فكُنْ شجراً

مُشْبَعاً بالخُصُوبةِ، كُنْ شَجَرا

وإنْ لم تَكُنْ شجراً يا حبيبي

فكُنْ حجراً

مُشْبعاً بالرُطُوبةِ، كُنْ حَجَرا

وإن لم تَكُنْ حجراً يا حبيبي

فكن قمراً

في منام الحبيبة، كُنْ قَمرا

هكذا قالت امرأةٌ

لابنها في جنازته"

"وأنت تعدّ فطورك، فكّر بغيرك

‎لا تنس قوت الحمام‎

وأنت تخوض حروبك فكّر بغيرك

‎لا تنس من يطلبون السلام‎

وأنت تسدّد فاتورة الماء، فكّر بغيرك

‎من يرضعون الغمام

وانت تعود إلى البيت ، بيتك ، فكّر بغيرك

‎لا تنس شعب الخيام

وأنت تنام و تحصي الكواكب ، فكّر بغيرك

‎ثمّة من لم يجد حيّزاً للمنام

وأنت تحرّر نفسك بالاستعارات، فكّر

بغيرك ‏

‎من فقدوا حقّهم في الكلام

وأنت تفكّر بالآخرين البعيدين ، فكّر

بنفسك

‎قل: ليتني شمعةٌ في الظلامْ"

"أتذكَّرُ السيَّابَ... إن الشعَر يُولدُ في العراق
!فكُنْ عراقياً لتصبح شاعراً يا صاحبي

أَتذكر السيَّاب... لم يَجِد الحياةَ كما تَخيَّل
بين دجلةَ والفراتِ، فلم يُفكِّرْ مثلَ
جلجامشْ بأعشابِ الخلود. ولم يفكِّر بالقيامة
...بعدها"

"أعرف قهوتي وقهوة أمي وقهوة أصدقائي أعرفها من بعيد وأعرف الفوارق بينها .. لا قهوة تشبه قهوة أخرى ليس ‏هناك مذاق اسمه مذاق القهوة فالقهوة ليست مفهوما وليست مادة واحدة وليست مطلقا لكل شخص قهوته‏الخاصة الخاصة إلى حد أقيس معه درجة ذوق الشخص وأناقته النفسية بمذاق قهوته، ثمة قهوة لها مذاق الكزبرة ‏وذلك يعني أن مطبخ السيدة ليس مرتبا ، وثمة قهوة لها مذاق الخروب ذلك يعني أن صاحب البيت بخيل وثمة قهوة ‏لها رائحة العطر ذلك يعني أن السيدة شديدة الاهتمام بمظاهر الأشياء وثمة قهوة لها ملمس الطحلب في الفم ذلك ‏يعني أن صاحبها يساري طفولي وثمة قهوة لها مذاق القدم من فرط ما تألب البن في الماء الساخن ذلك يعني أن ‏صاحبها يميني متطرف وثمة قهوة لها مذاق الهال الطاغي ذلك يعني أن السيدة محدثة النعمة".

"أقول:
الحياة التي لا تعرّف
إلا بضد هو الموت
ليست حياة"

"عندما يذهب الشهداء الى النوم أصحو

وأحرسهم من هواة الرِّثاء

أقول لهم

تُصبحون على وطن

من سحابٍ ومن شجرٍ

من سراب وماء"

"الفارق بين النرجس وعبَّاد الشمس هو

الفرق بين وجهتي نظر: الأول ينظر إلى

صورته في الماء، ويقول: لا أنا إلا

أنا. والثاني ينظر إلى الشمس ويقول:

ما أنا إلا ما أعبد.

وفي الليل، يضيق الفارق، ويتسع التأويل!"

"كم كَذَبنا حين قلنا: نحن استثناء!

أن تصدِّق نفسك أسوأُ من أن تكذب على غيرك! أن نكون ودودين مع مَنْ يكرهوننا، وقساةً مع مَنْ يحبّونَنا - تلك هي دُونيّة المُتعالي، وغطرسة الوضيع!
أيها الماضي! لا تغيِّرنا... كلما ابتعدنا عنك! أيها المستقبل: لا تسألنا: مَنْ أنتم؟ وماذا تريدون مني؟ فنحن أيضاً لا نعرف. أَيها الحاضر! تحمَّلنا قليلاً، فلسنا سوى عابري سبيلٍ ثقلاءِ الظل!

الهوية هي: ما نُورث لا ما نَرِث. ما نخترع لا ما نتذكر. الهوية هي فَسادُ المرآة التي يجب أن نكسرها كُلَّما أعجبتنا الصورة!"

"لا يغيظني الأصوليون، فهم مؤمنون على طريقتهم الخاصة. ولكن، يغيظني أنصارهم العلمانيون، وأَنصارهم الملحدون الذين لا يؤمنون إلاّ بدين وحيد: صورهم في التلفزيون!. سألني: هل يدافع حارس جائع عن دارٍ سافر صاحبها، لقضاء إجازته الصيفية في الريفيرا الفرنسية أو الايطالية... لا فرق؟ قُلْتُ: لا يدافع!. وسألني: هل أنا + أنا = اثنين؟ قلت: أنت وأنت أقلُّ من واحد!."

"سأحلُمُ ، لا لأُصْلِحَ مركباتِ الريحِ
أَو عَطَباً أَصابَ الروحَ
فالأسطورةُ اتَّخَذَتْ مكانَتَها / المكيدةَ
في سياق الواقعيّ . وليس في وُسْعِ القصيدة
أَن تُغَيِّرَ ماضياً يمضي ولا يمضي
ولا أَنْ تُوقِفَ الزلزالَ
لكني سأحلُمُ ،
رُبَّما اتسَعَتْ بلادٌ لي ، كما أَنا
واحداً من أَهل هذا البحر ،
كفَّ عن السؤال الصعب :  مَنْ أَنا ؟ …
هاهنا ؟ أَأَنا ابنُ أُمي ؟

 لا تساوِرُني الشكوكُ ولا يحاصرني
الرعاةُ أو الملوكُ .

وحاضري كغدي معي .
ومعي مُفَكِّرتي الصغيرةُ : كُلَّما حَكَّ
السحابةَ طائرٌ دَوَّنتُ : فَكَّ الحُلْمُ
أَجنحتي . أنا أَيضاً أطيرُ . فَكُلُّ
حيّ طائرٌ . وأَنا أَنا ، لا شيءَ
آخَرَ"

Mr.Mahmoud Darwish <3

Eid al-adha'z holiday

happy Holidays :D :D 

Went to Dammooom to visit my grandma, nothing was special  except for that day that I'd gladly look at az One of the best days this year

we woke up that day, went with my sisters and cousins to dahran mall for breakfast, Seham ate and left the table before the check comes (So her :$)

we spent more than 30. minutes searching for each other(that when she ran away from the check)she went really so far, she was enormously terrified  ;p

the Wajiha trip, after a delightful 2nd breakfast at pattis france 

we went to the khobar's waterfront

 

poor man n white :( 

kids were playing around and few guys who look like *real guys* there :S

Seham wanted to swim, even thought she hadn't a swim wear nor anything but what she's wearing(I pointed that out) but she insisted " I wanna swim, But I wannna swim :( " like if she's a Bedouin kiddo from n3iria :(, ummm, felt so sorry for her, and wished her a Bi3tha to Seattle  <3

afterward, we went to Rashid mall, Seen more of *ne3iria* boys
all who's left in Riyadh & khobar are the n3iria and other kinds of crap :(  (according to my aunt :S) 

" Dubai <3, Long time no you :( "

we felt so bored, seham wanted to change the boredom theme,therefor she told the waiters that it's my birthday

& no one made me a party and how I'm terribly sad :(
he looked at me so I made my "never mind" smile as if it could be worse ;p
prob. broke his heart ;p that's when he said we "will make you a b-day party" :D

-"what's your fav. cake ? 
-" Chocolate"
 * just like any other 7 years old timer*

here's the cake :

 

7 !!

The waiters asked me : how old are you ? 
"19"
even thought I declared that he still brought the no. 7 candle :S

not sure if I looked that young or he thought I'm mentally challenged lol

anyhow, that made it more fun to me lol

and it was all ok, until I asked for check, and what a cute surprise ! :$
the chocolate birthday cake was IN !!

it was supposed to be on the house :S, DUH

if I knew I'd pay for it, I wouldn't even celebrate my real birthday if it happens to occur that day lmao

He Said happy B-day as am leaving, I was "not really" when (YOU) pay for it :S
and yeah, happt to you cause you got more service charges lmao

we were done from wandering at Rashid , so we went again to Dharan and stayed there for an hour n half, were basiclly wandering and syncing our iphones to the sounddocks, seham thought it'd be cool to play metallica while the place is crowded with ummm, words stand speechless in front of this description, well "too local" could be the word
aye, they look like "the too locals"
mom called then to tell me the time is up
and we should come home, and I was relieved, surprisingly !!
after almost a 12 hours of hanging out I did feel weary and dizzy and heavy ( it's what my garnny whines about whenever she gets out "it never stops her outdoors trips though")
I was about to sleep walking out of tiredness, but  the smell of my CHIlliiiS "texas fries" kept me alreted until I arrived to my aunts house & ate it :$
and that was it ............ <3

*Miss you Dalal :B <3*

Closing Saudi Arabia

But when will we close it ?

-They're all Going to leave, and that's when .

So the population is going to shrink to 2 ?

-Yup, Just you & I .

What about the King ?

-He's leaving, Too.

Wait, Who will run the Markets, Hospitals, Schools & such ?

-They will make humanoid robots who look exactly like the ones who left.

-It will feel the Same but we'll know it's not.

Uh, What about the religious police & The woman who advocate at malls?

-Religious Robots & advocates

Sounds funny ..

-So will it be

What about the name, Will it Still be "Saudi" ?

-probably, because the king is still in crown

Umm, why don't we just go on a scholarship?

-Because it's what we want, this is the conspiracy

-It's the N.W.O

-we're the chosen, The order to be.

-It's gonna be cool & things will turn much easier, you know ..

How ?

-For Example,when you order something online, All you have to do is choosing Saudi

-Since the population is 2, they won't need credit, name & etc.

Oh, Right !!!

But how will they know in which region of the country we're at the time ?

-Duh, Ever heard of Google earth? They will watch us 24/7, Just like a reality show, just like that Jim carry's movie.

-except that it's For Real.

wouldn't make robots & depicted 3D's Cost a lot ?

-it'd , But the whole budget allocated to us.

what if I want to get married ?

-you can't

a Boyfriend ?

-Robot ?

Yes... ?

-Sure

Wow, then having a BF will consider acceptable when we take over Saudi?

-Hey, we're not taking over, We're staying over. And no, a Secret Robot

But won't They know since they're watching us, what's secret anymore?

-people will, but the robots don't know they don't watch with them

Uha

-Yeah

Sounds cool

-It's

What happiness eventually?

when we hit the oil peak &  start facing budget diffict & find ourselves lacking money

to support the robots & 3D's ?

-Ummmm,

-Nano tech. , Solar power, They're working on Nuclear energy to make sure of the stability of the Situation .

-Don't ever Dream of change.

Ok, well, it aint that bad ..

-Scared ?

Excited !!

-so am I. It shall be both fun & funny

You said we will Rule, it doen't seem like it with the secret BF.

-here's the twist, The robots will take over like in the movie "I, Robot"

Still, how come you said "we" Will Rule ?

-the movie" artifical Intelligence" ?

Umm ?

-they will start to think, as we're the only Humans left in the country

-that we're so distinctive so they will ask Us to fucking Lead

How generous!!

-I know !! they're more humans than humans

from outcasts to leaders

-Tell me !!

and that's when we're closing Saudi?

-yup, when we become in charge.

and that's when Diseny's New movie The kingdom will get released

" Once upon a Time there's a Kingdom of Oil it called .... "

Hey, Question, where will we live after closing Saudi ?

-anywhere we wish , All the countries will offer Us their nationalities

Why?

-Because, We're legends, Plus we Still have our Oil, it will get transported

to where we live through pipes.

-all the nations will die to get us with our pipes as a citizens

Where will we choose to Live in ?

-N.Y.C here, what about you ?

-Btw, by that time we will be oldd, 60 or older

So we won't actually Enjoy our independence & wealth ?

-We will, through Inception dream machine, we'll live young & rich in our dreams

why didn't we Just Do That !!

-The machine, it was prohibited. until we had the Power & enough cash <3

Umm, when Will all this Start to happen ?

-Soon

Soon As in ?

-7 years, Or less

Can't wait.

-Me neither.

* I've great sense that's Gonna happen*

 "Dalal&Seham "© ;p
 

Red Tea tastes good

heart of chambers - Beach house

 

I've always believed that I deserve and will  study the major I want

In a decent university anywhere outside Saudi, years ago when I was only 16 & Naive

& about to start senior year of high school I thought I'd easily  approach that as i have a free will  :l

but then I faced the painful reality of the limited choices am given

or the penalty I'm facing for being a Girl, yes It wasn't my choice to made ( when I was a sperm)

but hey, 
I could ended it up sooner by committing suicide as soon as I recognize having a genitals  ! couldn't I ?  guess I longed for this subconsciously  * still do ;p

So I went to my dad to tell him that I want to get my Master's Degree

And I want to do it outside this country 
aka wanna join the holy SCHOLARSHIP program
and all he had to say is : " Inshallah , Inshallah, patience is good " wlee -_-

They say to me in their awakening, "You and the world you live in are but a grain of sand upon the infinite shore of an infinite sea."
And in my dream I say to them, "I am the infinite sea, and all worlds are but grains of sand upon my shore."  Khalil jibran.

The paining by the Iraqi Artist, Malak Madloum.(Idk if it's just me or it looks like some1 crawlin ?!! It also looks like a insect,a roach, bug, bugqie roach <3 <3)

SENIOR YEAR

it's my senior year at college, am scared as well as excited, want to raise my GPA to at least 3.77 which puts lots of pressure on me, I've to get straight A's in at least 4 subjects this semester, am not slacky or anything, I can be nerdy & I'll do the best I know but they won't just Give A's here without getting their asses kissed, & am not up for that at anytime ;/

Randoms

  I was thinking of my life & trying to have a future vision of how it will be
Scrolling things in my brain made me realize that I've much to be bitterly ruing
And much to be thankful for likewise :$

what I still wanna do :
Breast reduction surgery
Studying the major I want
Live outside Saudi
Choosing what I want in life
Experiencing a real relationship
Sky diving
Getting tattooed
living next to a beach
getting belly button

things I wish I'd done :

this is endless ...

Things I regret : 

Mainly, Being careless so many times, which caused me a serious troubles.
+ Trusting unworthy people.

and I rest meh case ...